Die..

When the caracter in your book die.. you feel that weird  sad feeling... but .. like a miracle.. you can turn the page back.. and it will be alive again.

But.. is it possible turn page back in our real life? Maybe it's exactly as in our books! When somethingI was just thinking about die... wow.. wait.. I wont kill myself.. and I'm not clinical sick..

Just thinking about this feeling.. when something just die...... the flower in my garden.. died last night.. yes.. it died.. it was there yesterday.. and now.. I can't see it anymore...

But I know.. next year that same flower will be there again..

kill your history.. the caracters die..  maybe we can just turn the page back.. I'd like to know wheter is it possible. Situations.. histories.. caracters that yesterday were there alive.. shining.. making (you feeling alive) today are died... and you feel your mind empty.. falling in darkness.. missing that thing .. that now.. seens like a dream you've just waked up to. Feeling died...

Should we get it out of our memories? Propably it's the best thing to do.. however, Have we humans a (delet bottom)? Where is it on us?

I've been deleting things inside myself... killing memories and my own history...... I just would like to know.. if could be easier.. just to turn the page back .....

Today I woke up.. and the history with all caracters .. all of them.. weren't there anymore.. the flower was not there.....They all died.   And a new  flower will born.. probably a new history as well .. which one day.. will die ...  . .. when the wind blow upon me ... those distantes memories will bring a distant smile...